在意

我不喜欢的,你知道的,你 为什么还要做?

在意,我很在意.

属于

一切都是假象。美好的都很短暂。

是我太天真，或是一切都变了。

我应该接受这事实吧。属于我的，还会是我的，不用勉强不用刻意。

不属于我的，在勉强在刻意，都没有我想要的结果。只有心痛和泪。

又再次落泪了，心痛了。我要勇气往前走。时间是最好的证明。

难道没有甜甜的吗？一切冲着我来的，都是苦苦的？

他爱MCD。

今天天气好，没有下大雨。呵呵。今天一起床就收到宝贝的MSG，是个温馨的早上。宝贝来我家找我，他要在我家做Assignment，而我要读书。考试就在下个星期了。说真的，他在时，我有时难以专心读书，因为我很想和他在一起，看戏，讲话，无话不谈。酱很幸福似的。呵呵。宝贝很爱吃MCD，而我却不爱吃，因为很肥叻吃快餐。但今天，我陪宝贝去吃MCD了，我竟然发现原来我已很久没陪他吃MCD了。他每次都带我去吃些健康的食物。

我们今天的午餐。

我很想每天一打开眼睛就能见到你，在睡前，有你的一个吻和一个温暖的拥抱。我们简简单单的生活，是幸福的。爱是 ‘<3’ 酱表现的。它很简单但是有很大的意义，爱就是爱情和它是两人的心，一定要少过3个人的。因为，已没有地方融入第三者了。

我的那个他。

说真的，我不喜欢你和她有联络。就连互相问候也不能。我不喜欢。我不知道你还有没有找她，我也不知道她有没有再找你。或许你们两已成了陌生人。或许你们两还有联络。我希望这一切一切都结束了。我不想再睡觉时，突然醒了，就是因为，缺乏安全感。我不想再提心吊胆了。我只想要回一个像以前一样疼爱我，保护我，爱我的男人。我想要回那只把我当他眼里，唯一的那个女人的男人。我要的肯定和动作都还没能让我完完全全的感受到和看到。请你用你的心，好好的感受一下我的恐惧感。我想要回那热恋期的我们，那互相眼中只有对方的我们，我其实很期待我们每次的约会。我要的是陪伴我一生的人，我不需要临时伴，我选择了你，我就会一心一意的对你，请你也一样。不要再踩碎我那玻璃心了。它很脆弱。我爱你，我的他。我以后所写的部落格文章，希望是甜甜蜜蜜的，记载着我们的每一天，一起走过的每一断路，我们爱情的记事本。

回到过去

这两个月发生了太多事情了，把我一切安排好的，完完全全给拆散了。也让我重新认识你，也重新认识我自己。所发生的事，真的是连我发梦也从没想过会在我身上发生的，但却发生了，我就要勇敢的去面对。事情发生后，我一直都很清醒，我很了解在发生着什么事，我也很了解我要的是什么。我那个月过得从没那么痛苦过。每天都哭。不只一次，而是无数次。

我也再次体验了，如果你真的爱一个人，你所设定的条件，底线都可以一一降低。但这不代表你会没了你的原则，这只是你看通了，接受了，长大了。但是，如果再次发生，我不觉得，我的答案和肯定会像这次一样。但我知道，我现在要做的是，‘珍惜眼前人’。 我也希望你也是。一切都不是理所当然，一个人努力也不一定能成功，一定要和两人的力量和心才能有美好的结果。

♥ Liese - Milk Tea Brown♥

I'm being a bad daughter because i dyed my hair again. Lol! Yes, my mummy don't like me doing so much things like dying, rebonding, perming my hair as these will damage my hair. But, i'm being a bad daughter i dyed my hair again. This time ♥ Liese - Milk Tea Brown♥ is my choice. =) This is my second time dying my hair myself. The first attempt was last year September where i used  ♥ Liese - Glossy Brown♥. 

Can see clearly that there is 2 tone. Black roots. 

A clearer one. Before dying with  ♥ Liese - Milk Tea Brown♥.

2 tone is ugly. I don't like! but i mm sek dak chop off my long hair as i like my long hair. Lol! 

Finally, after months, i bought this. 

I'm suppose to try out chestnut brown or ash brown. But my black roots are so dark, so end up getting a brighter color one. Lol.

The outcome. 

After  dying with ♥ Liese - Milk Tea Brown♥.

Under the sunlight. 

Tadah!! Yours truly. 

And, Yay! No more black roots. =)

♥ 手放开，放下。 ♥

我给你的真心，却换来一个谎言。
或许是一件小事，而我看得太大吧。
但是我真的很失望。
‘手放开’，和，‘放下’。这五个字很容易写但很难做到。
是不是我太执著？
是不是我放不开？
是不是我在逼你？
是不是我要求太高？
是不是我很难被满足？
是我的问题吧，要你欺骗我让我开心，为我好。但被欺骗更不好受。
我们还能想以前吗？

♥ Enjoyable Day ♥

Need not to say, as per title i had an enjoyable day with my hubby boy.
In the morning, my mood is not really that good, a sudden mood swing. Idk why. I guess is normal for girl right, so need not explain so much too.. Dressed up, make up done and went out with baby boy.
Drop by at ioi mall first, to COD. Hope all my buyers are happy with the products they purchase from me.
Peepo, drop by at Cherrylicious!

Yours truly.

After COD, off to Sunway Pyramid for brunch.

RM Cafe in Asian Avenue @ Sunway Pyramid.
Second time here. =)

Capture by hubby boy while waiting for my food.

Rojak.

Pineapple fried rice.

Tom yum fried rice with fish fillet.

Well, what cure a girl bad mood? Shopping!! =)

Happy Happy!

Baby is hungry after shopping session with me.

So went to Shi Lin Taiwanese Snack in Asian Avenue @ Sunway Pyramid.
Baby had XXL chicken.

Nowadays, i sit at the driver seat more than passenger seat. Me no likey. I like seating on passenger seat more than driver seat. =)

My purchase of the day.
Love Love it.
Money money flew away.
Lol!

Thanks hubby boy to fetch me for shopping, COD and thanks my hubby boy for everything. ILY.!



And i wore it to office today. To brighten up my day, because need to work OT!

Welcome May! Hoping this month will be an A-MAY-ZING month. :)

♥ Fuji Instax Mini 25 ♥

Yeah, i got myself an instant camera, Fuji Instax Mini 25 is my choice.

I got myself the special edition with hello kitty.

I'm been dilemma-ing whether to buy or not to buy. And whether the special edition one or the plain white one. Ended up i made up my mind to buy and the special edition one. Well, i'm really in love with it. Like it so much!!

Yours truly happily holding my instax mini!!

Cute yeh?

Here are some features of instax mini 25:

• Self-shoot mirror
• Close-up lens for focusing from 35cm
• Intelligent flash
• Motorized 3 position, collapsible lens
• 2 shutter design for landscape & portrait pics
• Uses Instax Mini film – creditcard size

My very 1st shoot with my instax mini.

2nd with mom.

3rd with baby.

4th, 2nd attempt with baby.

5th capture baby. But wrong angle. Lol. better shot next time ya! 

6th, yours truly.

7th. thanks the waiter for taking this shot for both of us. and i like it a lot. 

8th. during baby's birthday night.

9th. Purposely bring my instax mini to the office to meet up with this girl, to capture this picture.

10th. One person one copy. =) Glad knowing her. Okay, let me introduce. She is Linda, my colleague, she is doing her internship in the company i'm working at now. Next week will be her last day, hope she enjoy her working life here and has better life in the future!! =)

I even have a photo album for me to keep all these photos!! More collections coming up!! Oh yea!! ^^

My new love.

I purposely went to Ebay to purchase the crystal cover for my new love, fuji instax mini 25. 

I planned to get a camera bag, to put in all my cameras. =)

It's like a magic, u can get it within few seconds. Hardcopy not just seeing thru the camera. =)

I have stocked up many boxes of film. White as well as cartoon. Can't wait to used them.

I want to get a lomo camera or maybe a fish eye camera!! Worth or not? Or i should just go for DSLR and getting those lenses for DSLR?? Hmmm!! Any idea people?? 

♥ Jimui's Day ♥

Went for tea time session with the ji muiss.. Its a last minute decision, as Kelly usually need to work during weekends. So we have not been meeting up for ages.. So, i had a great time with them. I went to picked Kelly up and off we go to IOI Mall.

We went to Sense Cafe @ IOI Mall for tea time.

The environment there is nice for chilling. 

My choice: Coffee. As always.

Off course not only both of us. There are three of us.

We are waiting for our 4th jimui to be here.

These faces need not to be introduce anymore. 

Was suppose to be wearing contact lens. But, my eyes are red, the moment i want to wear it, so, i don't want to hurt my eyes anymore. So back to sei ngan mui = specs.

We camwhore a lot while waiting for Joy to be here.

Kelly's like this picture much.

Awesome threesome.

I like this picture.

Loving the chilling session.

=)

Act Cute. Phailed?

Act shocked. Phailed also? Lol!

Joy reached around 6pm. Then off for dinner.

Din din at Breeks cafe @ IOI Mall

Foods we ordered:

I don't remember the name though. Enjoy the picas. 

Tadah. My choice.

After din din, walked around. Wanted to buy something from Watson, but sold out. 

Finally i got a battery charger for my Sony T900. I have been searching for it from many Sony Style or Sony outlet, all sold out. So, Lucky i got from IOI MALL, sony outlet. Last piece too! =)